hush

uhgg. My friends suck. I dislike this loneliness..

This computer situation is getting drastic. MY mom is starting to say no sometimes when I ask to use hers. My dad throws a mini hissy fit if I ask to use it anytime after mom gets home.

uhg. I hate my non existent love life.


Automatic Loveletter - Make-up Smeared Eyes
Left your t-shirt in my room, still smells of you And the picture you hung on the door lay smashed, picture perfect.
Explains now, clearly nothing left but a memory We only made out you never kissed me that's how I learned to hold back all feeling

Wait, please don't go, I won't stay.
All these words on replay. I'm ok,
It's alright, good to know that you're fine.

Pretending everything is right, to make it better.
I'll hide my make-up smeared eyes, to show that I'm fine.

Somehow you have managed to get under my skin, more than anyone ever did.
And if every hole makes a scar and every scar marks it's place
Then I will never live freely without your trace.
And it'll never be fair, I wrote my songs for you and you never even cared.
So I'll forget you, I'll wash your t-shirt,
Kill the pillow and cut you out of pictures

Wait, please don't go, I won't stay.
All these words on replay. I'm ok,
It's alright, good to know that you're fine.

Pretending everything is right, to make it better.
I'll hide my make up smeared eyes...

This drama sat shot gun
My eyes rained like autumn
Only the glove box knows
How the story goes
Now that this bandage is broken and
The cuts left in open
I'll tell you just one thing
This wasn't worth the sting