never knew I was such a trooper

I would have though that I would have snapped by now, cosidering my depression hasn't seen any improvement

I'm so tired and sick of being lonely. I need someone to talk to. Someone I can trust, someone who's tangible and understanding and nonjudgmental. I don't need some shrink giving me AD's they wont work. I know what I need to fix this. I just can't help but be terrified that I'm setting myself up for disappointment.

Everyone in my world knows that there are problems that I keep silent, but do they care? I think not. They have their own problems to deal with, and I accept that, I do. I'm not the center of the universe. Everyone has problems.

But maybe we could use each other to get a way for a bit.