parents

do not care about the social needs of their children.

I haven't seen anyone in days...

I've hung out with one person in the past three weeks....

adding to the list

more random factoids

-I'm allergic to mosquitoes, guinea pigs, nerds rope and sour skittles.
-music can effect my mood
-I only draw when I can't photograph it
-I hate bodily functions
-I will have a million cats when I get older
-If I didn't care about people and what they though, I'd be evil.
-apparently, I'm a serial killer.
-I love mind games
-Sometimes I feel too old to be sixteen. I'm so ready for adulthood.
-I need my permit
-I'm a pessimistic optimist
-I'm an optimistic pessimist.
-suck it
-I want to lose ten pounds.
-I hate when I say something negative about myself, like above, and people are like "I can't believe you said that, if you think you're fat then you must think I'm fat and that hurts me"
STFU. I wasn't talking about you, I was talking about me and for you to say something like that only means you think you are and I'm not gonna hear you putting it on me.
-If it bothers you that much anyways, then do something about it, good lord.
-No, I don't think I'm overwirght, but I still want to lose ten pounds. Go away.
-I'm losing faith in humanity, one person at at time.
-I don't trust people.
-call me heartless, most people do.
-I hate emotions. They ruin everything.

I miss friends

I miss feeling like people actually liked me with out being weirdly obsessed. I miss having something to look forward to on the weekends, and having someone to hang out with after school.

I feel like I bore everyone, and the worst thing is:

I bore myself to.

I'm beginning to hate every fraction of my existence.

can't even close my eyes

I don't post as much as I used to, merely because there's nothing going on, I find myself incredibly bored and lonely, incedentally, the depression has gotten worse.

Going to a Hey Monday concert soon with Courtney, Lauren, abnd Aerial, which will be my first contact woth them pretty much ALL summer.

Ahhh, my wonderful life.

Bed time for me.