first kiss

got mine today.

yep.



earlier this month.

djhgjfgjfdjkfdnjfdgjkfg hateschool.

this whole entry is just total randomeness.

Twilight on Friday XP

there's nothing underneath

It's pretty much amazing.

Home life's been crazy. Money's really tight, so my father's been stressed out. Just throwing fits about everything. But him and my mum made up last night. Loudly. In their bed room. At 11 o'clock at night. Ewwww.

Anyways! I officially hate chemistry. It's so hard! I have an F in that class. I was supposed to go to this tutoring thing after school, but I forgot, like and idiot. Uhg, I've no idea how on earth I'm gonna manage to get a Bright Futures scholarship :(

difficult.

Alice is pissing me off again.

So, I'm trying to make my third mod. I started out with a mod of this Japanese site I've come across in my travels over the internet, here: http://www.tim.hi-ho.ne.jp/arak/aliceskin/aliceskin2.htm because the dress I had designed called for a shorter skirt that the one in the original game files and seeing as I lack the necessary intelligence to figure out how to do it myself, I just did my best to edit from the "Black Nurse" mod

I've edited everything to make it look as close as I can get it to the original dress design I had planned out. But for some reason the skirt isn't short like it should be. I think it has something to do with the scrips, but I don't wanna go into those with out knowing what I'm doing in case I frig something up.



That's what I have so far. Uhg, this is just irritating. There's still a few things I need to fix with her skirt. It's supposed to look like ruffles. The white at the bottom is supposed to be her petticoats, but like I said, still in the process of fixing that. >_<

oh star

This couple stuff confuses me.

I don't like not knowing how to navigate this stuff.

No, we haven't kissed yet. Everyone keeps telling me "OMG!! That's so cuuute!!!" I didn't think it was that big a deal, me finally getting a boyfriend.

He sneaks up on me a lot. Or maybe I'm just un-observant. Hmmm.

the night mare, revisited

I just got my first boyfriend last night.

O_O

woww

*still in shock*

We're going to the movies tonight.

He asked me to dance last night at homecoming. We talked a little.

Ryan: So what are you doing tomorrow night?
Me: I dunno, nothing I guess.
Ryan: Would you like to go to the movies?
Me: You mean, like a date?
Ryan: Yes.
Me: Like Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Ryan: Yep.

God, how much of an idiot could I have sounded like, hahah.

I'll describe more about my weekend later, I'm still having a panic attack about how much I could screw this up.