pay the price

I hate getting compliments as much as I feel so very flattered as well

I'm not pretty. My top lip is thin, and I have dark circles that don't go away no matter how much sleep I get. I hate getting on the scale. The number wouldn't bother me if I knew it was all muscle.

And when people do compliment me, it's almost as if I'm being lied to. I see nothing alluring about myself, why would anyone else?

It's a good thing no one reads this.