I'm doing this to distract myself

-I get randoms spasms of pain in my body.
-I hate couples cause I'm jealous.
-I feel too old to be 16
-my joints crack frequently. No, most of the time it doesn't hurt.
-I don't judge, I make assumptions that I wont act upon until proven correct.
-I wish I was a superhero
-I'm a secret keeper.
-I wish I had green eyes
-I feel boring a lot
-The only reason I'm a bad girlfriend is because I don't want to express affection to people 'm not really in love with, cause it would lead them on, and when I want to break up, they don't have to go "wtf?"
-Trust me, if I ever do fall in love, this boy will be showered with affection. ;)
-I'm not bothered by my weight, pur say, if I knew it was all muscle, that number would not bother me at all, but it's not, so bleh.
-I freak out without music
-I'm so insanely lonely that I can hardly stand it.
-I find myself incapacitated sometimes because of my depression...


that's it for now...