breathing's a burden we all have to bear

"Midnight workings, weather down the storyline
I try to find the truth between all the lies
When Bleeding is feeling and feeling ain't real
Will I see you when I open my eyes?
Will I see you when I open my eyes?

When Breathing's a burden we all have to bear
And trust is one thing we're taught never to share
Somehow you just seem to shine
When loving means breaking and saying goodbye"

Uhggg. Life irritates me. I'm getting sick of people loading their problems on me. I need a day where everyone can just take care of themselves for once. I mean seriously, every time I try to go to someone with a problem I've got, they make it about them. And I'm not saying everyone I know does that, just some people. And when people make up excuses for their behavior. "Oh, I didn't sleep last night, and my dad's a jerl" Boo fucking woo, that doesn't make it okay for you to ask like a dickhead.

And some people are just so over-dramatic about the stupidest fucking shit. Yes, Mary, I'm talking about your sorry ass. And your idiot, Nick. You both can grow up, cause I'm sure everyone is just as sick of you and your imbecilc nature as I am.

There's a lot I wish I could say, but most of it I'd get in trouble for, or get judged, and I really don't need any of that right now.

"Just once in my life
I think It'd be nice.
Just to lose control, just once"

Sorry, I'm on a massive music attack right now, it's keeping me sane at the moment, I don't think It'd be very good If I started screaming and breaking and throwing things.

I dunno, I just feel so tired and claustrophobic.

trjhnajgnfdajjh hate life and school. I have to go work on a fucking project.